On the eve of tomorrow (caution - dirty laundry post)
When you are in the privilaged position of being able to make the world ok and descisions valid for someone that you love you do it. Course you do. No question. Even when it makes your heart heavy and your eyes fill up and you are screaming inside. Even when its the end of a story that you don't want to end... and especially don't want to end like this. Even when it means that you can't face the people on the tube and have to hide in boots for an hour. Even when it means admiting to yourself that a new life without me is the best thing for her. Even then.I know she will be ok, be happy, be loved, be looked after, and I know she knows that there is always a place for her next to me. And I hope that will give her the freedom to follow her dreams. She does have some amazing dreams.
So on to tomorrow, a new read, a new set of possibilities and some new regrets, but thats ok. Thats me.
posted by Sharon @ Friday, December 01, 2006
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