Random Ramblings

My new bed is magnetic. I am scared my watch will stick to it and my laptop will stop working, but it is meant to be looking after my back/foot etc. so we will keep persevering. It is also like sleeping on a large lump of flat concrete. The bobbly side is better. That is like bobbly concrete.

Emotionally I have spent the last week feeling like an elephant dangling over a cliff with its tail tied to a daisy. The week began with the whole three shows a day thing, and we were commuting from Bucks which has been exhausting, added to that learning the book for Lintel, and having the move put off one day at a time and you get a very thin film of emotional control.

I have been forced to realise what I can be and what I can never be and who I can never be it to or with, and to be honest I find that hard. Ah well, I've had a few months of delusion, and they have been lovely. At least now I hurt I know there is some variant of feeling, and its stronger than it has been for a long long time.

So that's a good thing. I'm not dead inside anymore. Hurrah!

So... this week - who wants to come out and be spoilt?
Usual rules apply.